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28 February 2008

Is God Real?

The Lord is good and has shown His mercy to me and my children. A safe place has been obtained for my children until our house is ready to move into. God has kept us all safe despite the attempts to destroy us. Thank you Jesus!

After securing a safe haven for my children – I was on my way back to work when an accident happened literally before my eyes! Somehow, miraculously, I was able to stop in time to avoid hitting the car that spun out in front of me. Having been rear-ended in the past, my first instinct is to look in the rear-view mirror to see what will possibly hit me. To my horror, not only is a direct hit inevitable, but it is a semi truck! My thoughts turned to my children and I prayed God would spare me from death. I was waiting with my eyes closed, praying, for the impact of getting hit at 60 mph. The hit never came. Although we were in rush hour traffic and he was following me close (too close) by the grace of God he was able to stop in time to avoid hitting me. For any of you readers that know anything about big trucks and how their air brakes work, you know that a big truck has more accurate stopping ability when fully loaded. This truck was completely empty! Theoretically, he should have run right over me. I should have died. I should not be here to write this right now, but I know that God saved my life in order to bring glory to Him and that is why I share this story with you.

This isn’t the first time that God has spared my life from impending doom. He has shown Himself real to me many times in many ways. I am not perfect, far far from it!! I do things all the time that He probably doesn’t approve of. He knows that. Despite that, He loves me enough to reach down from heaven and stop a speeding truck about to kill me.

I try to seek His will and direction for my life. Some days I should and could do better. But I know that He loves me despite my faults and always will. He never gives up and won’t give up on me no matter what stupid choices I make.

If you are reading this, and my story has touched you, ask God to come in your life and show Himself real to you. When you do that, be ready….He loves to show Himself real to those that ask and He will do it for you! He loves us all and won’t ever turn anyone away.

Thankful for God’s Love,

ME

15 February 2008

..::It is sad::..

It's pretty sad when 3 young children don't understand what is going on because of the adults they are around....It's pretty sad when their beloved Mama's name and voice they are not permitted to hear a sound....Without anger and hatred to which nothing neither they nor she could have done...For love and acceptance would never any of them won.

It's pretty sad some have taken advantage of those who are down....Taken money, made accusations and spread lies all over town.....by wearing a disguise making it appear they care….then turn and act like they are the ones in despair.

It’s pretty sad when you don’t know what to do or what to say....For these babies, how can I make the hate go away?...To them, I say “I am coming soon”…..to wrap you in my love and a safe cocoon….Where Mama will be there day after day…..and our family will be together to stay.

It will be pretty sad for anyone who tries to hurt us again….will lose the battle because we will win…..Jesus Christ is our strength and guide…..and safely in His love we will abide.

It’s pretty sad for some who don’t see….that you have nothing without family….but since they have chosen that as their plight….so be it – without a fight.

It’s pretty sad those that see wrong….don’t stand up but just go along….with the evil that prevails in front of them….so also will they be condemned.

It’s pretty sad so-called Christians behave this way….for heavy on my heart does it weigh…not only the hurt and pain….but Jesus will see us through all this again.

It’s pretty sad for the one….who’s responsible for all the hurt that is done….but Jesus tells me to love my enemies….and to learn to turn the other cheek.

So, Jesus, I pray that you will take this control…and the evil to which these innocents are in the hole….but Lord, just as you rose again….I know that in the end YOU will win!...Take care of the 3 for whom this was written…knowing that in the end nothing is hidden….the Truth is alive and well….and saves ME from the gates of hell.

-bdq021508